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Sunday, November 29, 2009
WHO AM I? cont'd
...I am happy! My shoulders roll back as my confident bosom extends a hello to the trees. I offer a brilliant smile to strangers. (I will sit with them later and gain wisdom). I want to wave but not yet, I just got here. I lower my head only to not make the world uncomfortable with my self- assurance. Will they turn their backs once they see I am happy and resilient and talented and secure and just comfortable with me? They have before. So I look down at the grown with a grinch-like grin on my face. It's unbelievable how I remain calm through this sea of people who wish to see my whole body lay where my eyes reside at the moment. I smile still because I love the ground! I love the earth. Not afraid of worms one bit! Could careless about the ants and would even pick up some pollution! Moreover, I like to lay on the ground and play in the snow! I love getting on the ground to greet my small family members and God-kids and those of strangers and yorkshire terriers called Max!
I lift my head up again when I think the world will accept me. Am I too early? Who cares! I lift until my eyes see only blue and my nose just about touches a cloud. It's one extreme or the other. I lift my big ol head in order to give balance to my walk! I never consider my garb because it doesn't matter to me. I never consider my accessories because they don't matter either. I've spent most of my time looking into the eyes of others and hardly noticed their "society says" uniforms. Im afraid I don't know what's in style. I think it's me! My right foot gets excited as it has yet to discuss it's motives with my brain. Im drowned in favor so I don't trip. Im scared to face myself but not for fear I don't like what I see but more for fear that I fall in love with me. No one can love me like I can. I could see it now: After getting the chance to see what others see, Im submerged in my love for myself so much that I only let the love flow. Nowhere do I train myself to let another get in to love me. SO I fear facing myself as I hope to just get a quick glimpse and never have to put myself through this again. One time. This time. For Myspace Facebook? VVers? Hell no. For you? yes. A little, but mostly for me. I am learning to push the envelope and to challenge myself for a chance to give me more credit. The chance to see about this beauty others speak of and I never stopped to notice. I don't want to do this slowly. What if I get scared when my shoulders point to my chest and I catch a glimpse of me in my peripheral and I hate it? I want to face me head on and be true to this experiment by seeing me how others do. Hmmm. This peripheral thing may not be such a bad idea. It's my chance to see how a sneaky admirer may notice me at first! I like that. Then, how should I do this? Do I use my right foot to lead me into a ballet- like pivot as I touch noses with me? Or do I do the slow turn thing I was talking about? Here I go again! The indecisive me. The Aquarian who doesn't want to make a wrong decision cause she only wants to move forward and may be too busy to go back fix this mistake by the time she finds out it's a mistake, Then the issue will pile up and people will say, "...you ARE an Aqaurian, you guys are pack rats and have.. just.... so much" They'll be right but they'll be wrong!
I choose to turn slowly. I take the scenic route. What's the point of knowing I will end up in the same place but not seeing anything in between? I want to be true to this experiment and to see every single part of me. I turn slowly. The experience is nothing to brag about. Yeah I notice my eyelashes, recognize the tip of my mothers, mother's nose and then-- the hair. It's big and thick and healthy. I look in amazment as it turns before my eyes into a Dominican style curly, bouncy clouds. Suddenly, the curls fall and a long long doobie appears. I GET IT! My hair is always changing! Whoa! Im here. Everyone made it seem like this grand, great experience. This huge, monumental event. It's just me! Im here. Took me no time. I stare and my reflection smiles. Way better than a mirror! We both cry. Not like a heavy, sobbing, can't take it anymore cry but we shed tears of happiness for each other. I guess IAM emotional. My maternal self wipes each others tears away and we gaze. Not wanting to make the other uncomfortable we decide to speak. But at the same time! We laugh. We laugh and we cry together. Feels good! Although a part of me is desperate for a camera, a way to document this experiment, I maintain. I am still and I take in the next few moments. My reflection is naked and stands before me with confidence. Well except the times she covers her bottom. I know her, she is me! She doesn't know how I'll react to her 11 stretch marks! I don't, so she releases that inhibition and stands there. All of her mannerisms and movements while she's naked make her seem so beautiful. She looks soft but untouchable.
She? I mean me. Am I sexy? The private me chooses to take in this experience and wait. I will wait to share it with the first person who asks and really cares. The first person who wants that part of me also. The first person willing to step outside on THEMselves to turn and face ME. The first time I have a desire to do that for another will I reveal this one secret "About Me" and who I truly am. At the "core", as he would say. My private passions burn at the core of my being and can lure another to the very heights of ecstasy. Virtue. Moral excellence, goodness and righteousness. I believe that I am a woman of virtue. (So many times you may feel that I give myself too much credit but this is the "About Me" section of MY page!) For everyone else: who am I? A private in public open book. Well not a book, but sometimes a virgin(al) sheet of paper. A sanctuary, transformed for restless hearts. I am here.... for you.
Friday, November 27, 2009
VETTA VLOGGIN' # 49b
I fried food!
Kenysha 'Bells' Miles
lol never could do chicken lol i miss you girl
October 9 at 2:13pm · Delete
Vetta Sherwood
I miss you too! Where's everybody at!?!?!?
October 9 at 2:13pm · Delete
Antoine Mance
We hop up out our bed & turn my stove on!!!
November 17 at 4:47pm · Delete
VETTA VLOGGIN' # 49
Channel the energy of ANY disappointment and put it towards your big COMEBACK!
Cynthia Perry
your life... your choices
October 9 at 12:18pm · Delete
Crystal Mua Pryor
It's your life... No one can live it for you.. Blessed.. I miss you.. I hope you are doing well... Put it in gods hands..
October 9 at 12:23pm · Delete
Crystal Mua Pryor
Listen to your heart...
October 9 at 12:24pm · Delete
Kole Blooded
Give it All to GOD...
October 9 at 12:33pm · Delete
Nina Curtis
Hi Vetta, give no one the 'permission' to make you feel less than you are..... “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to ... See More
October 9 at 12:49pm · Delete
SuperNova Sana
That is SOOO Awesome... I JUST edited some vlogs I did waaayyy back in May cuz I felt the need to revisit that energy I felt back then and there are like 3 of them along those lines... God is amazing and it's so crazy how energy and emotion about the SAME thing is so universal.... I uploaded them last night, I will tag you to them...
October 9 at 1:12pm · Delete
SuperNova Sana
You have THE best, most HONEST & GENUINE spirit... I'm not the only one blessed by your presence, keep doing YOU in ALL that you do!!!...You just have SOOO much to give, in so many different areas to touch DIFFERENT people. Stay blessed and true to YOU! XOXO ♥
October 9 at 2:03pm · Delete
Sonae Carter-Domingo
Vetta, you are the best at what you do gyrl! People do not have to understand it, just accept it. Continue to be yourself--sweet, motivated, kind, and supportive of others. I've only known you for a couple of years, but took an instant liken to ya. Live your like for you and keep enjoying it. BTW--I'm mad I have to clock in everyday:).
October 9 at 3:15pm · Delete
John Barker
DO YOU!!!!!!!!!
October 10 at 8:19am · Delete
VETTA VLOGGIN' # 48
Vetta Sherwood
Tried to send to Joely... didn't work
October 8 at 12:12pm · Delete
Bryant Fitzhugh Jr
nice fb blog. peace and blessings vetta..ok back to work for me homie..god 1st love
October 8 at 12:16pm · Delete
Cynthia Quinones
ok so the "dating".. Its called PIMPIN'
ha ha ha
Uuummm.. can I be a guest on the show though? NO wait screw that. I can be the hair person for the show. Oh yes!! WE, yup just said WE need to get on it cause I needs a trabajo. ha ha ha.. just kidding. ok I need to get to class. Love Ya.
ha ha ha
Uuummm.. can I be a guest on the show though? NO wait screw that. I can be the hair person for the show. Oh yes!! WE, yup just said WE need to get on it cause I needs a trabajo. ha ha ha.. just kidding. ok I need to get to class. Love Ya.
October 8 at 12:42pm · Delete
Bryon Wallington
If a dude let you go to be back on the market, he's not that in to you! It's time to date, focus on you and what matters most to you. Don't be someones "option".
October 10 at 7:03pm · Delete
VETTA VLOGGIN' # 47
Dejohntaye Clayborn
lets be friends
October 7 at 9:34am · Delete
Divina Tina
why for a hot minute.. did this look like me... lol. Are you my long lost twin? =}
October 7 at 9:46am · Delete
Gene Patrick Smith
I have. (short version) Friendship was cool. We got together at a point later on. It didn't workout. We both moved on and the friendship became associates, for if we cross paths again.
October 7 at 10:06am · Delete
SuperNova Sana
I KNOW your Fan Page will reach MANY... *If you build it, THEY will come* lol, that movie quote does however hold thrue!....
I had a reciprocated attraction to someone but I had more feelings for him than He for Me... we shared a strong mutual LIKING but he wasn't and still ISN'T a one woman man so I relinquished ALL ties until my romantic feelings... See More
I had a reciprocated attraction to someone but I had more feelings for him than He for Me... we shared a strong mutual LIKING but he wasn't and still ISN'T a one woman man so I relinquished ALL ties until my romantic feelings... See More
October 7 at 11:51am · Delete
Coreen Miller
I was best friends with this guy back in my old college and it was great until we started catching feelings for each other. That's where we made our mistake and quickly realized we were much better at being friends. Though we still talk, it's never been the same and I miss how we used to be.
October 8 at 7:01am · Delete
SuperNova Sana
*hold TRUE!
October 8 at 2:25pm · Delete
VETTA VLOGGIN NYNY #46
Ron D. Harrison
BEAUTIFUL SMILE
October 6 at 12:43pm · Delete
Vetta Sherwood
Thank you! Somethings wrong with the camera on the is computer. Not a clear picture...
October 6 at 12:48pm · Delete
Antoine Mance
Hey Vetta!! I really Missed you!! Glad to see you back Honey!!! AWww Snaps @ the DSAA Shirt!! That's awesome!!! Back to you're Excited Deep Giving out Information self!! I'm glad because I was starting to get worried. But good to have u back!! Keep Me Posted!!!
October 6 at 1:30pm · Delete
Surayyah Odwin
If you believe it u can achieve it! It takes 2 Tuesdayyy! Shout out to ya too Vetta! I have 4 bffs.
Glad to have u back! Hopefully, I can get it together and be back on the air soon too! I miss it! But I need it to be fresh! Lot of work and editing to do. *sigh*
Glad to have u back! Hopefully, I can get it together and be back on the air soon too! I miss it! But I need it to be fresh! Lot of work and editing to do. *sigh*
October 6 at 2:38pm · Delete
Cynthia Quinones
aaawwwww.. I feel so special!! CYNTHIA! Thats me!! So before that video started I was like oh snapps look at that shirt someone is coming up and doing big thangs. But can I get a job though!! ha ha ha.. Love Ya.
October 6 at 3:13pm · Delete
SuperNova Sana
So good to See you and Hear you... I missed the vlogs and the theme song... THANKS for the shout out... as always, you're a true INSPIRATION and you have the most magnificent spirit that permeates the screen, I feel your genuineness as you speak... I have 5 besties and LOVE them to LIFE, they are Loyal, Trustworthy, and Sincere... blessings.
October 6 at 3:42pm · Delete
October 6 at 6:14pm · Delete
Nuri Abdur-Rauf
feeling especially warm and fuzzy on the inside over my shoutout! thank you my dear. i can completely see you with your own talk show, it'll be something new and different, def what the world needs. i feel you on the bff thing; i'm not in love with the term myself since in my past experiences it's proven to not mean that much to others when i place... See More
October 6 at 10:41pm · Delete
VETTA VLOGGIN NYNY #1
Cynthia Quinones
Who's the "WE" you talking about?
And how come we can't go to San Francisco on a whim(if thats spelled right) but you can fly across the country? Oh we needs to communicate amiga!
Love You and Miss You!!
And how come we can't go to San Francisco on a whim(if thats spelled right) but you can fly across the country? Oh we needs to communicate amiga!
Love You and Miss You!!
September 18 at 7:17pm · Delete
Shaheed Kamal Jihad Woods
Well, make the trip well worth it. Oh, pick case number 13, I just got a good feeling about it.
September 19 at 1:28pm · Delete
Antoine Mance
YAY!!! Hey VETTA!!! MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! You were in chicago?! For THREE HRS?! YOU CUDA CALLED ME!!! I would've brought ya'll some food or something!
But yeah, I miss ya buddy...hopefully you could send a message and say HI! lol
But yeah, I miss ya buddy...hopefully you could send a message and say HI! lol
September 19 at 6:33pm · Delete
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